dear friend

dear friend .
i know i can't say it ,
i know you can do it ,
i know i'm such nothing for you .

dear friend .
sometimes i look at you and say "you are my friend"
sometimes i look at you and say "why you love someone else more than me"
sometimes i look at you and say "i should respect for who are you and who am i to you" .

dear friend .
i'm jealous with you ,
i'm jealous with ... ,
i'm jealous with both of you .

but no worries , jealousy take me . only that . you still my friend . my best friend . or else my soulmate :)

ps : bukan nak buat kau terase . tapi nih isi hati aku . deep inside my heart is hurt . sungguh bertuah die kan . alhamdulillah . thank you Allah for giving you another bestbest friend than me :)
pss : lalalala . no more about this fullstop .
psss : keep that smile on you nur mawaddah :D